urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax this is a 44 caliber love letter straight from my heart xcoandcax 2005-04-27T20:30:55Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:11275 2004-08-11T16:40:37Z 2005-04-27T20:30:55Z gah urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:11087 2004-08-07T18:36:42Z 2004-08-07T18:36:42Z HORSE the band :cutsman ( for rich ) OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!! wat the fuck is wrong wit god does he like watchin us burn to death grrrr i really do hate being so hot i cant even go outside not that theres owt to do wen i get out but still i cant wait for winter *BEST SEASON!!!* anyway ermmmm not done fuck all watched finding nemo sorted my mp3 out AT LAST!!! so im happy wit that cams still not working cause i get to impaitent to sit and sort it so yeah no new pics for a while im hungry hmmmm *contemplates*lalalala leeds in ike 17 days i get to see the worlds best band accoring to me and i think i will def cry anyhoo im going to go make sum food and maybe go for a walk toodles cock suckers i hate u all : ) xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:10926 2004-08-06T23:20:55Z 2004-08-06T23:20:55Z avenged sevenfold : unholy confessions badumche done nowt got bored ate supernoodles watcheds will and grace talked to rich watched more tv talked on msn went to mill sat outside bitched bout certain people took sexy emo pics came home got bored watched osbournes and nooooowwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!! im prity much fed up and thats all iv done this last few days egan if u read this sorry dude : ) toodles xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:10627 2004-08-03T23:43:27Z 2004-08-03T23:43:27Z atreyu: bleeding mascara heheh event hmmmmm nothin eventful about today atal tis shit im gettin fed up i wanna go bk to college and be like this yr prob best yr ever but im kinda looking forward to next yr cause few more people cumin make sum new mates and get rid of sum old 1s blah bored may goto bed toodles urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:10271 2004-08-01T19:27:37Z 2004-08-01T19:27:37Z ermmm havnt got 1 well hello had a prity awsome day been at richs watchin red dwarf again i swear it gets better lol then we watched book of the dead (TREE RAPE !!!!!) yeah so was really cool had fun now im home on msn being bored eating cereal once more now im bored dont think il do owt 2morrow to lazy prob just stay in bed watch a dvd then cum online and talk to random people well im bored by the way im guessin ur reading this kirsty so hope u enjoyed toodles x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:10223 2004-07-31T18:21:56Z 2004-07-31T18:21:56Z the rocket summer : tv family welllllllll!!!! wat to right ooo rich has just cum online : ) anyhoo ermm yeah went to mill last night then 2day went to mansfield wit sarah after havin my hair cut we went to titchfield and went to that summet in the streets lol whoooooo knows lol anyway prity awsome band on second really liked em anyway wen dean went i kinda got bored till ash came sat wit him for abit then came home and got bk just now so meh mite do sum cool stuff 2nite dont know wat they are yet but i will gotta die my hair again then 2morrow im going wit sarah to hang wit rich in notts which shud be fun anyhoo im off cause im bored gonna go die my hair toodles xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:9943 2004-07-26T12:44:33Z 2004-07-26T12:44:33Z billy talent : river below well i now officially hate holidays there so boring wen ur just sat at home friday night was cool went to mill wit sarah just to see dean lol i walked in and he just stood wit his mouth open lol was fun i missed him loads saturday was awsome rich was sappose to cum see spunge wit me and kirsty and sarah but he cudnt cause hes a poop but its prob 1 of best nights iv had seriusly it was hilaius we all got very drunk (worse than downloud) and slept at sarahs but it really was fun it was cool being drunk and not havin to worry about looking like a knob infront of all the college people lol so i really didnt care wat people thought wen i was dancing around like a spaz lol then on sunday went into sutton wit kirsty and sarahand just wondered around everywerw went to asda *****HOT GUY HOT GUY**** he truly was awsomely hot anyway yeah came home about 3ish did fook all and now im bored again cause its monday and theres nowt to do cause i got no money cause i spent it all saturday night right im off toodles sum1 atleast write a comment cause they amuse me : ) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:9707 2004-07-22T21:47:21Z 2004-07-22T21:47:21Z coheed and cambria : elf tower well its thursday was prity ok i guess did nowt but a few things wit mu mum but yesterday was awsome met rich in notts and had a walk round hen went to his house and sat in his room tryin to find his porn and wanting to set his avril poster on fire but i didnt dare lol then went and watched series 4 of red dwarf was funny his mates are col specially badger boy lol but yeah i had a good time hopefully il be going bk sumtime to watch sum more films and hang out its nice im watchin big brother and its pathetic and i think victor is the biggest nobhed lol but anyway not to sound like i care but yeah lol anyway 2morrow dont know wat im gonna do prob nowt im off im bored toodles xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:9346 2004-07-20T17:33:40Z 2004-07-20T17:33:40Z HORSE the band :cutsman we ll i think its tuesday im not sure lol i hate not bein at college i dont know wat day it is lol anyway 2day i woke up at around 12 i went to bed at 12 so i spelt for 12 hours i lsted 40 hours i was proper proud lol it was ded hard to get to sleep tho lol wierd anyway i went on msn and more or less bean on there all day doing nowt which didnt realy bother me im quite hungry now tho i dont think il do owt 2nite to lazy to get dressed properly mite watch a film or summet well i best go im sappose to be doing summet for my mum toodles x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:9072 2004-07-19T10:06:42Z 2004-07-19T10:06:42Z mcfly : 5 colours in her hair (for kirsty) well right last night was proper funny can u imagine it now tent,tv,music,barbeque,alchomahol,angl delight, car seats it was truly awsome night to be had lol kirstys skanking is proper amasin lol altho i didnt enjoy walking round selston at half 1 in morning not to nice me and kirsty kept thinking we were seeing things and kept running of lol but then we went bk and watched videos OUTSIDE!! yes outside we stayed up all night cause everytime we went to go to sleep we got all hyper and cudnt so anyway that was our mini leeds and it was fun and i wanna do it again sumtime maybe the next 1 will be called mini reading hmmmmmmmmmm anyway toodles x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:8742 2004-07-18T12:41:50Z 2004-07-18T12:41:50Z busted : that thunderbirds song well im happy again i do make such a big deal bout stuff im stupid anyway right itssunday im watchin dvds then later on kirsty and sarah are cumin round and were havin our own mini leeds yes u guessed right its gonna be awsom were camping out we have the tv music car seats (kirsty) and a magical time shall be had but im going to go watch peter kay live in bolton so toodles xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:8613 2004-07-17T16:16:34Z 2004-07-17T16:16:34Z who fuckin cares well im bk been a fuckin shit arsehole holiday and i wish i hadnt gone i spent most of my time being alone in my room and cryin over che and it sucked i want him sooo bad its killing me im going cause iv i keep thinking about it once again ill get depressed bye x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:8344 2004-07-01T22:23:26Z 2004-07-01T22:23:26Z rufio :above me hmmmmmmm was last day of college awww wat a shame hmmmm we had a party was fun but again kirsty didnt cum (spaz) but anyway yeah was fun i dont know wat im gonna do for like 2 months without every1 cause every1 will get jobs and shit so yeah il prob only see em at mill aa well i need a job soooooo bad i like my hair 2day i need the toilet im bored i think i may sit on msn all night and sulk until sum1 talks to me and amuses me for longer than 5 min arghhh i dont wanna go on holiday : ( gonna suck hmmmmm anyway il put an entry it wen i get bk toodles xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:8059 2004-06-29T09:46:01Z 2004-06-29T09:46:01Z boys night out :i got punched in the face ........ tis tuesdy yet again i keep askin my self why did i get out ofbedto cum to college beanas im doin fuck all hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm was fun yesetrday went wit dean and strou and had a party on titchifeld park which was grand cause we had biscuit fights and as usual i got hurt hmmmmm dean wit is damm nice biscuits anyway yeah was fun came bk to college and fell asleep in mac suite lol nick the little chicken even covered me up wit my jacket awwwwwwwwww right wel im bored im gonna spend next few hours on pure volume finding bands toodles xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:7769 2004-06-27T17:45:27Z 2004-06-27T17:45:27Z the postal service :sleeping sunday........ boring, no sleep ,feel pooey hmm im bored i just ate a chinese im happy lalal im talkin to rich from ice 9 (guy that works downstiars ) hes fuckin cool good to talk to anyway yeah sunday nothin to do cant figure out how to get the headphones on the comp to work but apart from that im happy its funny sam mee and other people are bitchin about me on emmas live journal its funny she cant keep ur fuckin mouth shut she has to start summet shes pathetic lol anyway im goin to dowloud sum more songs and talk to rich for abit longer toodles xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:7586 2004-06-26T20:38:15Z 2004-06-26T20:38:15Z movielife : jamestown well im happy i got a new comp 2day cause i go fed up mine fuckin of for a kenco rappore so i got another 1 anyway yeah 2day wasnt bad got my hair cut yesterday was truly the coolest day iv had in ages well i went to college and did sum work and bary sed i didnt have to cum bk after dinner so i didnt lol me strou dean and adam went to home bargiains and got loads of food and spent 3 hours on tichfield park havin the best time EVER!! we had deans cd player wit speakers and played poo sticks and ate animal crackers and talked and laffed and and and and...... hmmm anyway yeah had fun then went to mill which was also very fun lalala ok im done i just watched sleepy hollow ON MY PC!!!! how cool toodles xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:7390 2004-06-24T12:59:23Z 2004-06-24T12:59:23Z rufio : set it off well tis thursday tis great strous sittin next to me in IT room and deans here 2 kirstys here but we dont care lol im bored iv done all my work for garys lesson and all i gotta do is matts work but then aint happening cause i aint goin in that poops lesson hmm friday 2morrow MILL!!!!! im sooooo excited and id ont even know why im so strangly sad hmmmmmm if u read this dean i wanna marry u and live forver more in skegness with strou and maybe kirsty but only on weekends barghhhhhhhh alalalalala wanna go home i dont feel very well i want to watch jem and actually go on FUCKIN NORMAL MSN!!!!! im goin to go annoy dean and strou alot toodles urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:7120 2004-06-23T15:01:25Z 2004-06-23T15:01:25Z somethink corporate : 21 and invincable hmmm wednesday it is such joy had a meetin wit steve and mummy about matt but i cant talk about it went shoppin wit mummy and baught sum tshirts i got proper excited about the fact it was rainin rate hard lol *simple* SUCH BAD SKIN!!!!!! i cant wait til to go mill on friday gives me summet to do i have so much work to be in and i dont wanna do it and i keep puttin it of im bored i have no life atal, i need my hair cuttin, i dont wanna go on holiday, i miss che, i wanna go play on titchfield park , lalalala , well this is a fun entry almost cant type cause im so excited im gettin bored of this thing hmmmmmmmmm ok i think im gonna go and play wit my new tshirts and listen to somethink corporate cause they are sexual toodles xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:6729 2004-06-21T10:49:49Z 2004-06-21T10:49:49Z a static lulabby : who knows hmm i really dont understand wat the fucks goin of in my head at min and im gettin fed up of every1 pretending to be summet there not and suckin upto me then slayin me behind my back theres no point to it atal im really to fed up to care at min i just need a change holidays shud be good dont have to think about owt for like 9 weeks im surpisingly happy at the mo but only wen im wit mates wen im alone i think about stuff and then feel shit hmmmmm i just had supernoodles my ear hurts i ripped my earin out yesterday changing my tshirt it bled all over it NICE!! i need summet to do 2day i wanna ring che but i got no credit so hopefuly hell ring me arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh im fed up of people havin such nasty opions of me but the min i say summet then its like grr vickys the most bitchy fat fuck ever as me mum wud say its 1 rule for one and another for other people hmmmmm soooo true but i guess thats why i dont have that many people liking me at min i been abit nasty just for the pure fact i cant be arsed to think about peoples feelings urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:6551 2004-06-18T22:54:36Z 2004-06-18T22:54:36Z that song that kirstys mum had on in the car arghhhh im so tired hmm bed is callin me ..... actually its just thrown a shoe at me so yeah i happen to think our perforamnce was fookin awsome i was so proud of every1 my dad didnt even shout arse eiteher wat a great guy yeah so good i have decided this is wat i shud do it felt really good so yeah thats wat im gonna do best song was best of me definatly for me i cant be arsed to talk im goin to bed night x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:6355 2004-06-16T14:41:11Z 2004-06-16T14:41:11Z she'lllll be cumin round the moutain wen she cums wedensday wednesday wednesday wednesday yes u guessed it its wedensday again no idea why i even bothered goin into college turned up sat in IT room doin fuck all ryan bit me i bit him bk i put his hat down the gurls toilets i heard him have a poo went to dinner then went bk on my own to try and do sum work in mac suite sat in there for like an hour then got bored and went home lol arghhh fun fun fun fun hmm im sooooo excited about 2morrow cause were havin a dress rerhersal and everythink were up at old library all day which is cool get to do abit more practise and get a feel of the place hmm friday got to play im not even bothered cause my groups full of wankers and they dont care if any1 showed up or not its basically just me and kirsty that actually care if the show goes well hmmm i seem to get annoyed about this most days now lol just forthe pure fact my group are lazy nobheds hmm well its not long till its over wow it shall be fun playin in front of like 25 people im of to try and convince my mum to buy me a barbie wendy house toodles xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:5936 2004-06-15T18:10:43Z 2004-06-15T18:10:43Z dashbaord confessionals :good fight NOOOOOO!!!! weres it gone i only took it out for a second meh il find it its prob gonna turn up in my top or summet hmm well i had quite a cool day actualy got all my portfolio done which is good ermm messed around alot had ran humpin me alot dean joined in later walked around college put perfromance posters up in college walked to chesterfield road put sum up there saw rat boy ARGHHHH!! total hotty hmm yeah so thats bout it came home ate a pizza came on msn got bored got quite abit more bored not lookin forward to 2morrows college to boring but aaaa il be rate im of to piss my dad of wit my bum toodles urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:5641 2004-06-14T14:58:15Z 2004-06-14T14:58:15Z the starting line: best of me why the hell did i get up at 7 this morning to go to college why god why wat was the point hmmmmmm well got up went to college rang che on way to college talked to him which was best part of the day cause i hadnt talked to him since like friday wen i got pissed at him but he was sweet he wudnt stoop sayin how much he missed me which was cool tried to do work garner annoyed me i played dress up wit every1 in the drama props room dean made a great adam ant well yeah did work went into town baught sum gurl boxers then came home and now im sittin here again playin wit my toes im gonna go annoy mum and play wit the chickens toodles xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:5597 2004-06-13T18:59:48Z 2004-06-13T18:59:48Z the early november : baby blue sunday sunday hmm i hate sundays got up watched hollyoaks ate food watched eastenders sat and sulked on here cause i miss che so much its killin me i need to talk to him and find out sum stuff that i wanna know :( i dont wanna know the answers tho thats the problem..... but anyway it will all work out how its sapppose to eventually even if its not how i want it. well its sunday im sat at home bein bored barghhh wanna go out shud of gone to worksop to watch that random band dumdedum arghh i gotta go to college 2morrow il prob only be there for fuckin half an hour then have to go home barghhhh then cum home and do fuck all as usual i need a life ok im of to sit and play wit my toes and sulk toodles xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xcoandcax:5372 2004-06-12T18:22:50Z 2004-06-12T18:22:50Z the june spirit :cant remeber the name well hello hmmm 2day was fun watched dvds wit kirsty its wierd i can be in a room wit kirsty wit just a dvd and sum ice cream andwe can have the funnyiest time ever i love her ot bits wen we aint arguin meh so yeah last night went to mill was funny me and kirsty met rob and sarah came later and we sat on the floor the whole night was fun i enjoyed myself loads actually i hadnt been for agesits abit shit wen sarah and kristy are 2gether tho but hey cant be helped meh came home ate supernoodles and went on msn for abit then toddled of to bed arghh heaven it was the first nitet this week iv been able to sleep properly caus ei aint been worrying about che anyway im all happy and cheery again so thats good barghh end of year perfromance soon im actually realy excited i have to much work to be done which i shud be doin now but didnt wanna anyway im of to talk to kirsty and slay people in my college toodles xxx